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Not ready to leave my crutch behind!    

i dont remember when I started but to me it will always be
ive spent so many years with it that its become such a part of me
and the thought of giving it up completely really blows my mind
im scared to even think about it not ready to leave my crutch behind
when things got to stressful it was always there to calm me down
especialy whenever my ex got to be too much it had been around
always there when stress came about and helped me to unwind
nothing else has ever helped im not ready to leave my crutch behind
and no matter what the risk is i dont think i can ever let it go
but when i do think on it too much i panic more then you know
i might be able to give it up someday because its kept me so confined
but for now its here to stay not ready to leave my crutch behind

 Zoey cup