I am who i am
i'll do what i want
i cant stand the fact that you dont understand!
i sit here an cry
wating for the call
to let me know i am
here up with the rest
i cant hide
and i can not be
because you wont leave me alone
i took it to the people who can handle it
but it will not help
i sit here and cry, waiting for the recgonition that i need
i am treated lower than everything
sometimes i feel like people play off of my sympathy
sure i try to get attention, by saying things that make me look different but it cannot be hidden
some nights i cant sleep, playing the days events through my head, over, and over
it hurts inside
i wish you all could know
i am prepared to take things into my own hands and play it from there
i dont mean suicide... i mean .. well.. i mean..
i have not a gun, i have not a bullet
i have words, that are like duds
they bounce right off people, and i feel weak
the kind of thing that happens to me is what drives people to bring the gun to school and shoot it up.
please see that i need freindship
dont go away because of who i am or who i do
please just see i need friendship
people brush me off like a word on the wind
a slight breeze whispering past your ears, please
hear my sound
listen to the words
here these words
I NEED FRIENDS, I NEED TO HAVE LOVE, I NEED YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP SAYING THOSE THINGS~~
please just hear these words..
these words
MY WORDS