My Words

I am who i am

i'll do what i want

i cant stand the fact that you dont understand!

i sit here an cry



wating for the call

to let me know i am

here up with the rest



i cant hide

and i can not be

because you wont leave me alone

i took it to the people who can handle it



but it will not help



i sit here and cry, waiting for the recgonition that i need

i am treated lower than everything



sometimes i feel like people play off of my sympathy



sure i try to get attention, by saying things that make me look different but it cannot be hidden



some nights i cant sleep, playing the days events through my head, over, and over

it hurts inside

i wish you all could know



i am prepared to take things into my own hands and play it from there

i dont mean suicide... i mean .. well.. i mean..



i have not a gun, i have not a bullet



i have words, that are like duds



they bounce right off people, and i feel weak

the kind of thing that happens to me is what drives people to bring the gun to school and shoot it up.



please see that i need freindship



dont go away because of who i am or who i do

please just see i need friendship



people brush me off like a word on the wind

a slight breeze whispering past your ears, please

hear my sound

listen to the words

here these words

I NEED FRIENDS, I NEED TO HAVE LOVE, I NEED YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP SAYING THOSE THINGS~~

please just hear these words..

these words

MY WORDS


Author's Notes/Comments: 

i have written this in sight of recent events, i am being pushed to an edge, and when i get there and go off, there wont be any turning back!

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