Delusions, for the pain queen

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my past loves

When I held you I cried for fear of losing you

asked why you done things

just Curiosity for things you do

I never said that ‘you cant have friends’

just invite me along with them

I never abused your rights just put your mind on the mend





One night I bit you just that bit too hard

But I didn’t see the hell it would start

Not only did you beg me to hurt you more

You became this pretty little pain whore



Until you got ill our life was divine beautiful and fine

We counted down the days till I could drink your red wine

The white satin sheets would have been covered in red

For you were my love and you wanted to have bled



I had other dreams, but you’re to focused on the pain

Started flirting your ideas online and going insane

The love I wanted to offer you shunned down the drain

So goodbye my love wish we could meet again



By  meet again I say this to ‘my’ beautiful

Not the manic idiot the pain obsessed fool

I really wanted a woman who would understand

But in love were all fools any girl or man










Author's Notes/Comments: 

i rearly did love her, but the woman i loved fell ill and her loving spirt died. i sure will miss her

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