Only One guy

There’s only one guy that could make me feel like this…



That could break me down like this



There’s only one guy that I can pretend I’m not in love with,



But when I see him with this girl, I feel like someone took a hammer and hit me in my heart.



There’s only one guy, who can make me cry on cue, who could melt my body into gum by saying I love you.



And I sit here wanting to cry, trying to understand how he could stop loving me.



And as strong as I am, it hurts, and I wonder what’s wrong with me, I wanted to be his perfect girl.



There’s only one guy, who I would drop everything for, do anything for, scared to be hurt for, thinking he was worth it, and that he really loved me, and we could be so perfect.



Only one guy that I would give my heart, although he doesn’t deserve it, and pretend like I don’t care when I’m over here hurting.



I’ll always love him, and wish I could stop it, and it hurts so bad I can’t take it. He means so much to me I can’t fake it.



It’s horrible feeling helpless.  It’s horrible feeling wasted, It’s horrible wanting to still love someone who doesn’t think about you, or take your feelings into consideration.



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