Train

He’s like a train he runs through me, same time everyday.

He’s like my brain, he predicts my actions, without my body’s permission.

Mysterious, he is.

Wish I didn’t love him as much as I did.

Never thought I was jealous, never thought I couldn’t cope.

I am a fiend, he is still my dope.

Maybe he’s over me, and it doesn’t bother me anymore.

Because as long as we talk I can pretend I’m as strong as him.

I can keep my secrets; that I don’t love anyone as much of him,

Think anyone fits me like he does,

Keep the secrets that I still think of *us*

Explain that sometimes I still feel like his girlfriend, even though I’m not.

Sometimes it’s lonely, and sometimes I still feel crazy in love…

Sometimes I wish I could change him.

Wish I could be his sidekick, wish my companionship was enough…

Long live my imagination, it’s crazy wild, with tricks and trips…

I don’t know if I love him as much as tell myself I do,

Or I just have a longing to be understood.

Either way, he is like a train, he runs on schedule, same time, everyday…

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