I saw him today
The man that tried to rape me
And I didn't know how to feel
I just felt unworthy
He made me feel like shit
And we didn't even speak
Just a look
Just a look it took
And I was ashamed
Just a glance by chance
And I was afraid
And it ruined my happiness
And I couldn't concentrate
The control over my mind
That he had made me shake
I thought I was okay
Then I slowly began to break
I wanted to yell
I wanted to scream
And while trying to endure
I was hoping it was a dream
I was hoping my mind was playing a terrible trick on me
And suddenly those little things called insecurities
They began wanting more importance
And I didn't know how to feel.
I wanted to tell the only one who knew the truth
But since he has let go of me
Maybe I should do the same thing too.