I left my guitar
In despair I packed my things and left
In thinking of leaving my home there was not one day I wept
I wept
I wept, but not because of the thought of leaving my home
I wept as I slept
Because I felt all alone
I wept because my world had suddenly turned upside down
I wept because I was a orphan on my own
With no parents in my life
My mind begged the lord to see the light
I tried to be happy with all my might
But at 12 years old
I could not understand how the world could be so cold
In the blink of an eye everything had changed
My little broken heart was feeling so strange
As I abused myself and everyone else
To help relieve the pain I felt
To prepare for departure
I was no longer a child
I was grown
My innocence was no longer appearent
I now felt the unGodly pain of the world
Fly away from Yard
To come to dis place
Because my Jamaican life had been destroyed
And now my life was void
This was my destiny
To live my life here
Challenge my destiny -Do I dare?
Free my chained soul and take it one day at a time
Let me start there