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Torn between love and hate

A screwed up destiny and a twisted hate

Constanly looking for that "mate"

Mobb Deeps a beautiful hurting

Kissing and flirting shaking my hips, licking my lips

Hoping someone notices a delicate chick

But no one says nothing

So I just mind my business

Turn away, cry inside

Laugh it off

Though I hurt my pride

I want t get to kno you

But by the look on your face you don't feel the same

But you will not see my face with shame

I leave that to my bedroom

It see's it all the time

They see the hurt that I call mine

Smile!!!!

They been telling me since I was 2 years old

Just the number two

Makes the memories unfold

And at 15 I feel old

And the world I knew as happy

Now seems cold

And I wish I was bold

Bold enough to tell you the truth

And that is

I have many flaws

And I don't know my cause

PAUSE

Before you are more confused let me remind

My postive mentalilty has been abused

Or maybe I never had one and with negativity I am consumed

And that causes the labeling of a fool

The American dream; I use this country as a tool

But no oppurtunities have yet to be perfumed

Fresh to death is something I am not

Because I can't aford the jordans you think are so hot

But unworthy I am not

Your just lucky

You got here before me

I won't let that control me

I can't get a job right now

Don't worry about why

I have my own issues things that make me cry

Things that make me shy

My conflicts that make me high

High and low on life

I don't even need the weed

I chase my dreams in my bedroom

They go at lightning speed

Don't feel sorry for me

I may not be free

I may not be collecting a fee

But I'm HERE

With all my complications

Being ME