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Desperation
Woke up this morning with a plain face
My brown hair tied back
And I had a nervous feeling in my stomach
That I just couldn't embrace
Love is on my mind
Or maybe it's lust
But all I know is that
Every thought that run's through my head is about us
I should put out an add
It would say
"Desperate girl, looking for her place
Searching to feel "safe"
Even when it seems danger's out of reach
It creeps back upon me
And I can't escape it
If no one hurt's me
I'll hurt myself
Yea that add in the paper should say
"Lost child seeking spiritual wealth"
Because I have no one to reach out to
Yea God I know your there
Yea God I know you care
But I still fear
O God you have to lift this terrible plight
Off my head
So I can sleep tonight
I want days w/o having to fight
Where somewhere in my shallow heart
I can feel my memories
And be aright
It's 1:00 am so Goodnight
