goodbye so this is how it ends
the game i swore id never give in
i hope your happy& got what you want
it makes me cringe thinking that thought
whyd you have to hurt me? you didnt even care
when i was bawling my eyes out why werent you there?
holding me telling me itd be ok& tryin to help make it go away
ive thought about this day after day & decided this was the only way to stop the thoughts the anger & hurt
so i guess this is it thx a fuckin lot for ruining my life myself & my thoughts
i let you destroy me though i tryed to fight i guess that wasnt enough & i wasnt right
dont put on a act at my funeral like you care cuz your the ones that caused all/most of my despair
i hope you all learn a lesson that can never be taken back stop hiding the truth & learn to admit the fact of what you did & the things you said i hope your sorry now cuz your daughter/babygurl is dead
youll try to pin the blame on me & tell everyone i did it to myself meanwhile (havent thought of a middle yet so its blank)
the bottom says so ill take my last breath & close my eyes one last time & finally escape this game of life finally free & able to rest no more tears blood or hurt
in my mind ive won in everyone elses ive givin up & givin in
i might be selfish im sorry to say but i really cant face another day so know this is for the best
*not done yet*
june 4th..04 or 05?