Untitled -- 8.29.2005

goodbye so this is how it ends

the game i swore id never give in

i hope your happy& got what you want

it makes me cringe thinking that thought

whyd you have to hurt me? you didnt even care

when i was bawling my eyes out why werent you there?

holding me telling me itd be ok& tryin to help make it go away

ive thought about this day after day & decided this was the only way to stop the thoughts the anger & hurt

so i guess this is it thx a fuckin lot for ruining my life myself & my thoughts

i let you destroy me though i tryed to fight i guess that wasnt enough & i wasnt right  

dont put on a act at my funeral like you care cuz your the ones that caused all/most of my despair

i hope you all learn a lesson that can never be taken back stop hiding the truth & learn to admit the fact of what you did  & the things you said i hope your sorry now  cuz your daughter/babygurl is dead

youll try to pin the blame on me & tell everyone i did it to myself meanwhile (havent thought of a middle yet so its blank)

the bottom says  so ill take my last breath & close my eyes one last time & finally escape this game of life finally free & able to rest no more tears blood or hurt

in my mind ive won in everyone elses ive givin up & givin in

i might be selfish im sorry to say but i really cant face another day so know this is for the best

*not done yet*

june 4th..04 or 05?

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