Free

broken self of a broken soul i have nothing to give nothing to sell i have no hopes for heaven i cant see no  place in hell... how can i look up when theres a continous grey cloud i look at myself and see no reason to be proud... court and precise and fell to sin problems on producing where shall i begin... my knees are bleeding where i fell continously my thoughts are scaring me how can i become free...

FREE!! SOMETHING WE CANT SUCCEED

FREE!! THAT IS WHY I BLEED

FREE!! ITS BEATING ME UP INSIDE

FREE!! but instead i bleed and hide

waiting for it all to subside the reasons ive cried these are the reasons i havent cried and the feelings ive denied and drowning inside I never went or wanted to help myself because i never want to trust anyone else covered in the guilt of the reason im killing myself so slowly its not me its somebody else

incredably in threat of me broken and lost in feelings of greed selfish because i want to go away i cant pretend i was here i cant pretend that i care its too unfair im degrading this existance with hate and debate drowning in the feeling of living and giving the only reason of being free

FREE!! LIKE IM SUPPOSE TO BE

FREE!! I CANT FiND ME

FREE!! TO DO NOTHING BUT HATE

FREE!! TO KILL THE PERSON I AM BY FATE

I CANT HIDE THE FACT IM DROWNING INSIDE (the fact everyones dying in mind) I CANT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING NOT UNTILL THIS SUBSIDES (the fact everyones counting on me) REACH OUT!?!? to nothing at all REACH OUT?!?! and build another wall? FIGHT IT OUT!?!?! untill the end of time FIGHT IT OUT?!?! and conceal it all inside?

ive broken myself and broke my soul i have nothing to give nothing to sell i have no hopes for heaven i cant see no  place in hell... how can i look up when theres a continous grey cloud i look at myself and see no reason to be proud... court and precise and fell to sin problems on producing where shall i begin... my knees are bleeding where i fell continously my thoughts are scaring me how can i become free...

free...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this a while ago.. i just found it now i forgot i wrote this lol
must of been may sometime 2005

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