Razor Blades and Blood streams running through my dreams drowning my thoughts in a sad pathetic waste Measuring my life with every negative blade and every secound chance i fade loosening my grip purposely by ripping into my vains with my 10inch blade of desire
Blood streams and Razor Blades are all that i have all that i made everything dropping and slowing down falling away from the grip im loosening how can i Help the fact im sinking this ship im drowning my thoughts because of this rusty blade I rip into my skin heal the time i killed and wasted feel the lines scarred on my arm (my Heart) Tear from me the only thing i loved because YOU dont want to get hurt its always enough
Save my scars and cuts dont heal the physical scars help me make less marks help pressure reduce before i turn to the noose
Razor blades and Blood Streams
conquer my crimson suicide dreams
(im shaking) no loss of blood is making me fall thin
making me lose this will to live
i cut to die i cut to live
theres no alternate explanation to give
Theres suicidal and theres suicide
and theres living or forcing Life
gripping on the the surface getting pulled away
kicking and screaming "i dont want to stay!"
you force me to live you force my life
after i can finally survive you take my knife
im on the floor sitting rocking slowly in time
my lifes got no rythum and life i recline
my exact emotion rejected so yours arent hurt
take away my comfort just because yours is hurt
GIVE ME BY MY RAZOR BLADE
GIVE ME BACK THE MISTAKE I MADE
Slit my face my wrists my throat
put me to rest otherwise i wont
REJECT MY COMFORT? CUT UP MY DREAMS
REJECT MY ONE LOVE? Return it to me
or ill...
drown...
...
so slowly underneath your comfort...
bleed me, leave me, dont grieve me
Streams of blood with blades of a razor
these are the only things that can save her
lonely in a cold demented soul
death her love rejected by you...