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Deep depression
Forever I will Love you forever i will stay but i cant promise baby that this pain will go away For ages and forever Ive always felt this way i felt it yesterday and i feel it more today I wish I could explain to you what hurts me inside but i think you already know Ive lost much more than pride
Just because I take A blade and scar myself without a care but my darling my sweet baby for you i actully do care i care not for myself and im not ashamed to know it but my angel baby im ashamed to stand in frount of you and show it
I want to die! four words hidden by hate and lies four words that is scared on this heart of mine left me scared physically and drained away all my fear so i become so numb and i cant feel you near i spend everyday in a fucked up trance and thats when it becomes clear that the deepest darkest blackest place i know is the place that i call home and in this bitter sweet place i feel all alone i wish i wasnt empty or numb bitter and cold inside but im trying to make you understand baby the weakness that hangs by my side...
like lots of chains pulling me down Smile into a thrown complains that each moment i live im suppose to learn a new lesson but i cant live because of this deep depression
i want this feeling to go but i want this feeling to stay this feeling of drowning will never go away i wish you could understand why i need to go away my depression is killing me slowly baby every single day
