Density

Unmask my pride such a selfish man torn and twisted in a mesh molding plan the taste and touch of the trickling blood i missed...

i miss...

when will i peel off my mask and fight like a man and the torn remedy can form  what it can? when will this life become something i wished...

i wish...

my heart is getting heavy (its getting hard to breathe)

my blood is still inside of me (its doesnt make any sense to me)

my heart pumps around this depression free (my soul is graving in black again)

why dont it just stop just seize (each breath increases this density)

when the morning sun pierces the sky and i wake up to another lie the pretending the mending are not the same but death is the result its not to blame and into this life you came increasing just slightly the light i see but why does light always frighten me? when its a remedy to this hate i bleed

cover the marks and hide the truth i dont want you to think you control slack on my noose its mine my pain dont try to take it away i like that i turned to who i am...

i am...

Filling the nothingness with this emptiness i found im so hurt i can taste how depression is mounted and when  will this graze grow and split and spill the blood of who is trying...

trys...

TO STOP IT ALL!!

my heart is getting heavy (its getting hard to breathe)

my blood is still inside of me (its doesnt make any sense to me)

my heart pumps around this depression free (my soul is graving in black again)

STOP IT ALL!! (before i begin to relax)

BRING TENSION TO  MY DECISION AND STRICT MY REALEASE I DONT WANT TO EVER FEEL THE RELIEF ITS A CONSTANT PAIN IM ADDICTED TO I NEED OUT AND THIS NOOSE IS TOO LOOSE ITS TAKING TOO LONG AND IM CRAVING AGAIN....

my heart is getting heavy (its getting hard to breathe)

my blood is still inside of me (its doesnt make any sense to me)

my heart pumps around this depression free (my soul is graving in black again)

when the morning sun pierces the sky LET THE DENSITY RISE

and i wake up to another lie LET THE DENSITY RISE

the pretending the mending are not the same LET THE DENSITY RISE

but death is the result its not to blame LET THE DENSITY RISE

and into this life you came AND THE DENSITY DIES

increasing just slightly the light i see AND THE DENSITY DIES

but why does light always frighten me? LET THE DENSITY RISE

when its a remedy to this hate i bleed LET THE DENSITY RISE

sickly it just drips to onto these imaginary lips and the  density rises it can never fall and no one can save me from this big mess so small if i just let go let go of it all thats is when the density will fall..

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20june05

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