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Left Out in The Cold
I thought you were different from the rest.
You were one of the only people that I could trust.
We were such good friends for such a short period of time.
Things changed so fast, I can't get you off of my mind.
Going from talking to you everyday about everything,
to now not talking at all.
You have no idea what you meant to me those days,
but you don't seem to care... you simply threw that all away.
Everything reminds me of the relationship I had w/ you.
Now it has ended as fast as it had started.
I lost you to another... which I never thought would happen.
But the memories I am left w/ are the best gifts I've ever been given.
I cry myself to sleep every single night...
because I know things will never go back to the way they were.
It devastates me to know that all of what we had is now gone...
Although you don't care... to you I am continuously drawn.
You said you'd never stop being my friend,
but "never" sure did end fast.
It is taking all of my strength to see...
that you want to be w/ her & don't want to have anything to do w/ me.
Yes... of course I am fucking jealous... but I'm more hurt than anything else.
I cannot comprehend that what we had is all over with now.
The worse part is that I have no idea why you did this.
Now... all of this pain has made all of my joy appear to be lifeless.
I know that I should just forget all about you, just...
let all of the fun times we had together just disappear.
It's the one thing I've been trying my best to achieve,
But instead of being able to do that, I drown in my own misery.
Of course I know that I still have my other friends,
but you were the main one I'd do anything for & could...
just talk to about nothing & never wanting the conversation to end.
So, I guess I'll just let you live your life & leave you alone... but just know that my love & care for you will only continue to deepen.
