-V 1-
I always wanted to be the one
sitting in the dark with my back against the wall
with no intent to open my mouth
so now you tell me your good news
I guess I'm supposed to be happy about it all
but my smile won't stand out
-bridge-
Guess I'm faking, anything I said
Wonder why, I didn't mention it
Because sometimes, it's best to leave it alone
Until you think something's wrong
-chorus-
I guess now, it's not so safe to say
I'm having a shitty day
And it's probably not the right time to tell you why
I'm starting to cry
And I know you'd feel bad
If you knew why I was sad
So I'm not saying today
It's pathetic, anyway
-V 2-
I should really stop biting my nails
Chewing at my fingers and picking at my face
Just stop picking at myself
There's not a fucking thing I can do
Smack that bitch up and put her in her place
I think she seriously needs some help
-bridge-
Guess I'm pathetic, for giving a shit
But I can't tell myself to quit
Because I love you, more than I let on
Thus the reason for this fucking song
-chorus-
-bridge-
spinning round, scared to look down
because I know, that I am so
afraid of losing, something that means
so much to me
-chorus-