I need to feel danger
I need to feel fear
In order to feel alive
And to feel tears
I need to feel the excitement
Need to feel the rush
Need to feel the loss of control
And need to feel loss of trust
I need to feel the adrenaline
Need to experience the kick
Need to feel loss of hope
And need to feel sick
I need to feel the risk
And chance that I may die
Need to feel the power
That humanity I can defy
I need to feel this danger
To stop the chaos in my head
To feel like I’m alive
And not like I am dead
I need to feel normal
And feel the beat of my heart
Not to feel crazy
Because my life’s falling apart
I need to feel scared
And anxiety deep within
To fight the demons in my mind
And have the chance to win
I don’t know if I’m alright
Or if this is a mistake
But this I s a risk I take
And at least I know
That this is a choice I will make.