+The Need to Feel+

I need to feel danger

I need to feel fear

In order to feel alive

And to feel tears



I need to feel the excitement

Need to feel the rush

Need to feel the loss of control

And need to feel loss of trust



I need to feel the adrenaline

Need to experience the kick

Need to feel loss of hope

And need to feel sick



I need to feel the risk

And chance that I may die

Need to feel the power

That humanity I can defy



I need to feel this danger

To stop the chaos in my head

To feel like I’m alive

And not like I am dead



I need to feel normal

And feel the beat of my heart

Not to feel crazy

Because my life’s falling apart



I need to feel scared

And anxiety deep within

To fight the demons in my mind

And have the chance to win



I don’t know if I’m alright

Or if this is a mistake

But this I s a risk I take

And at least I know

That this is a choice I will make.

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