Almost another year has gone by
And it still hurts the same
Nothing ever changes
And memories flood back again
Will I ever forget
How much it hurt
Being abandoned by everyone
In a fucked up world
Left all alone
To fight the battles on my own
Surrounded by mental cases
Who follow your traces
Of where you’re going
And where you’ve been
What you’ve done
And what you’ve seen
Dumped and left behind
No second thoughts in their minds
If only they knew what it did to me
If only they could see
How they made me worse
As they changed me
From who I was
Into someone I didn’t want to be
Every year I remember
What happened before
Will it ever go or leave me alone?
Because I don’t want to know anymore
Each image is a stab in the heart
Each sound is a shriek in the ear
Each action is a constant reminder
Of the pain and the fear
Will I ever learn to accept the past?
Or forgive the people who made it last?
Erase it completely from my mind
And leave it all forever behind
And now another year has gone by
And I’m still as crazy as before
Nothing ever changes
And I can’t take it anymore!