Hiding the way I feel
To make it seem unreal
To pretend I’m okay
And to make it through each day
Put a smile on my face
Hope no one realises it’s fake
Push away the tears
As it’s too much to take
Broken inside
But with a happy illusion
For everyone to see
Whilst I’m in confusion
All thoughts a blur
All memories a mess
All feelings forgotten
But it hurts nonetheless
Suffocating in silence
With no way out
Surrounded by darkness
With no light
No way to escape
No where to run
No happiness that is real
And it aint just begun
My future is unclear
But the past will never fade
My feelings will forever haunt me
As they are the enemies I have made
Dead.
That’s me.
My reputation.
My feelings.
And my life.
Non existent.
Invisible in a world so clear
Broken and hurt.
Scared but hiding from my fears.
Scarred for life.
Broken till the end
Into millions of pieces
That can’t be mend
But I put a smile on my face
Hope no one realises it’s fake
Push away the tears
As it’s too much to take