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You say you need to protect me

Coz I am your responsibility

I wouldn’t have agreed to it

If I knew it would be this shit

But now I have and it’s too late

All I can do is sit and wait

Whilst you make a decision and decide what to do

With me and my head, but what about you?

I bet you’re not as perfect as you think you are

I may be the psycho will all the scars

But maybe you work will people like me

To keep your mind off and hide from reality

I would believe you, if that’s what you saw

Coz that’s what I used to do everyday

Ignore your own problems and what’s going on

Help everyone else and for them be strong

Coz it’s easier to run from your own life and hide

And push down everything deep inside

Focus on others and always be there

When they need help or have a problem to share

But one day you have to face it all

And that’s when you slip and then fall

Those people that you helped earlier on

Should be there, to pick you up and help you along

And be there for you in your hour of need

To talk with and let emotions be freed

But when you’ve given people all you’ve got

They ditch you and move on; you’re soon forgot

So you’re left alone, cowering away

Struggling to pull yourself through day by day

And no-one cares enough to help you

So you do what you can just to get through

These things often get you into a mess

And you’re all alone; pathetic and worthless

You’ve given up faith and have no hope

So you do stupid things just to cope

You’re falling down this hill, and never seem to stop

You’ve lost sight and forgotten memories of the top

Then one day someone gives you a helping hand

They pick you up and help you stand

They give you hope, will and strength again

And help you to learn how to deal with the pain

But anyway, back to point, as I’ve said

Think about what’s in your own head

Before you go around judging me

Look at yourself and work out who you want to be

Think of all the things I’ve gone through

And do you really think it’s the right thing to do?!









(old)

*i wrote it when pyschs were trying to decide wether to put me in the mental institute or not*