As I grab the bottle
I know it’s wrong
But I can’t erase
What’s already been done/ gone on
It’ll take away the anger
It’ll take away the pain
It’ll give me peace
And happiness again
Save me from myself
Save me from me
This is not who I am
Or I wanna be
The fear of feeling
The emotions – the hurt
No more cutting
So drink is my last resort
It’ll free me
From myself, this life
It’s all I have
But I know it aint right
Save me from myself
Save me from me
This is not who I am
Or I wanna be
I’m not an alcoholic
Deep down inside
It’s just my last attempt
At trying to hide
My tears. My fears.
From the mess in my heart
Which is ruining my life
And tearing me apart
Save me from myself
Save me from me
This is not who I am
Or I wanna be
This booze helps me escape
From the truth, from reality
Under influence, I’m different
Under influence, I’m not me