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I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
Today is just another day in life of someone that is confused and apparently fucked up......
I wake up and get the kids off to school.
If I my way I would sleep forever, but I can't!!!!
I try to be home when they get here but I am off doing something to help a friend.
Time for dinner...
They never seem to like what I cook oh well time for all the yelling and screaming...
Time for bed, more yelling and screaming....
Finally they are a sleep
Time for me
Oh wait not really it is almost time for him to call from jail, and live my life for me!
Did you pay the bills?
Did you call a lawyer?
Have you wrote me a letter?
How much money is left?
I didn't get all the bills payed yet!
I got one called but I was helping someone out!
No I have not wrote you a letter yet!
Yes I spent some even though I told you I was done!
So here we are again yelling and screaming about stupid shit that I am not doing...While you are in there....You just told me not to come and visit I will be denied along with the kids..
All because I didn't do the things I said I would...So some how you have managed to leave me again when I need you the most...but then again you tell me that I am the one who left you....
I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU OR ANYONE ELSE IN THIS HOUSE...I AM ONLY GOOD ENOUGH WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS SOMETHING DONE OR MONEY TO PAY FOR SOMETHING AND WHEN I SAY THAT I WANT TO GO OUT AND GET DRUNK OR THAT I WANT TO SLEEP I AM LAZY OR SELFISH.....
