I thought I loved him because my nature compels me
It was a fake love that I made up in my mind
I held him on a pedestal because he was a celebrity
I never really saw him as just being a man.
I hurt you in the process,
The one that I really did love.
You were always right by my side.
You saw an idealized picture of me
But when you learned all my faults you loved me still.
When I looked into your eyes I knew that I wanted only you.
We stood for a second
And then you pulled me close.
It felt so good to be in your arms,
Something felt right at last.
When you pulled me in for a kiss
The first kiss of our lives
I knew in that moment
You were all that I ever wanted.