Hello Sin
My formidable, unkind, and damned old friend
You broke in again
To my heart
And, I hate you
More and more everyday
But, you come back
In new colorful shades
With utter deception
You ebb and flow
Allowing hope to hope
Just enough to choke it off
When you reappear
And, I hate you with the hate you hate me with
And, yet fail to cut the lead as you tow me closer toward death
I feel as if I'm lying
For, I lust after you with passion
And, once I've found you
My lust locks me inside the gallows
Of death and distruction
Hello Forgiveness
My hope of hope of yet more chances
Undeserved, but for attaching
To my heart
For, I love you
And, though I leave you everyday
You offer back still more
Than I steal away
Come find me
And, come quickly
Redefine me
In Your healing