A River Dammed

She came to me with a river dammed behind her eyes

Sixteen years old and the pressure of life leaning into her

Questioning her worth and why her sun hasn’t yet risen

And, how in the darkness, she can escape the prison her mind built around her heart



Well, I guess I didn’t have the wisest tongue

Or, at least, it didn’t speak the wisdom she was seeking

But, one thing I do know, is that when you’re fighting the truth

It doesn’t matter who gives you directions

If you’re too afraid to find them inside of yourself



It took a couple of days for the moment to soak into my soul

But, once it did, it became as real as a broken bone inside of my skin

And, if I could relive that moment just for that moment once again

I only pray that I could have released the gates of her levee and let her river break free



And, I guess that’s the way life tends to go

A river that bends usually refuses to make headway as it flows

But, if I have learned one thing, it’s that you’ve got to fight the current

And, if there is no current, you’ve got to break down the walls

If you ever want to know what true freedom really means



It’s about building foundations and finding forgiveness

It’s about forgetting the past and following your own path

It’s about feeling okay when you don’t feel fine

It’s about knowing that in the end it's about giving your love and life to someone else

It’s about finding confidence and worth within yourself

It’s about holding on to the promise the bad times won’t last

It’s about being bold and deafening the questioning voices in your head

And, when you boil it all down, it’s simply about giving and receiving love in the end

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