It seeped out of my veins
And, now the world knows I’m lacking
Confidence, from the toll that living takes
It’s a rare occasion finding myself laughing
In the face of the critics
Who are so scared, themselves, of living
That they turn the rest of us into hypocrites
For even trying
And, now I feel so lost, it’s somewhat funny
And, now it’s so hard keeping a straight-face
It’s almost not worth the running
From the world’s judgmental gaze
Do your best to break me
I’ve faced them all and they couldn’t change me
So, who do you think you are
Thinking the wine’s not sweet enough for tasting
And, who do you think you are
Drinking from the vine that’s all but withering
In the earth that’s long since felt any love
These demon’s seem so crazy
Walking straight and narrow
Sucking hope from faith that’s fading
Like bone leaking marrow
And, boats leaking water
Sinking in the shallows of a harbor
And, now I feel so lost, it’s somewhat funny
And, now it’s so hard keeping a straight-face
It’s almost not worth the running
From the world’s judgmental gaze
And, now the gaze is fading
And, I’m still alone and shaking in my skin
The world’s still as it’s always been
And, there’s little hope in it ever changing
In the short period that any single man lives