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Going out into this numbing night

There’s a silence capturing me

A reason I can’t understand

Why there’s got to be a reason for everything

Why there’s got to be a reason for anything

And why I’m feeling so much indifference these days

I can still relate back to her

I can still place my mind back to the day in that year

When my soul was hers to have

When I thought my life was worse than it was

And when I was happy giving mine to her



Now, I feel as hallow as this room

There’s a shadow walking on the wall

I can see it angling upon the ceiling

And looking back down upon me

Thinking, it can’t believe it’s attached to something so empty

And how it wishes it could bleed out it’s pain

Or how it could bleed out the lack-thereof

Cause it’s not pain if it’s the wholly numb

But, then again, it’s not life unless it’s some form of love



Why can’t you see me

Why can’t you see me

Why can’t you see me

Am I really that gone

Am I really that gone

And am I really so gone

That reason to believe left too



God, this is such a numbing night

Why the hell can’t I end this fight

Why the hell can’t I just be happy

Why the hell can’t I just believe