Remind me of the reasons
Why every choice is between two evils
And evaluated to find the lesser
As if one over the other were safer
And as if one would lead to a happier outcome
Without plunging the needle into the thumb of its maker
Forgive me if I am unnerved
But that is human, and that means feeble at best
And know that if time should begin closing
That the rest of time before the curtain’s fallen
I will try to understand you with every ounce I am
Oh, there it is
The distance between me
And the man that I’ve been
And the one I’ve lost since
Oh, there it is
Though I can’t explain it
I’ll try the best I can
So here it is
I’ve been afraid to look inside myself for fear of a stranger’s being
And I’ve been too afraid to admit that I’m too afraid to admit that I’m scared
So there it is
Forgive me if I am unnerved
Remind me of the reasons you took
Trying to replace a first love with lust
And, with me
And, why