I don’t know why I think about you
It’s been dead and buried for nearly two years now
And it’s scary to hear myself break down
Tonight... it’s only getting worse
You thought I deserved it
But I didn’t
I didn’t do this for myself
I didn’t do it for you
But dammit what’s that mean
If the intentions are never clearly cut
Do they just fall somewhere in between
What’s the point in all these introspection
Despite what you’ve said, I really did care
Doesn’t that hurt for you to stomach, to hear
I would have thought better of you
But these walls don’t change
They just crumble away
I didn’t do this for myself
I didn’t do it for you
But dammit, what’s that mean
If the intentions are never clearly cut
Do they just slip away never to be seen
What's the point when it all just crumbles away
I think I'll stop before I get too numb