Dammit (What's That Mean)

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2005 - 2006

I don’t know why I think about you

It’s been dead and buried for nearly two years now

And it’s scary to hear myself break down

Tonight... it’s only getting worse

You thought I deserved it

But I didn’t



I didn’t do this for myself

I didn’t do it for you

But dammit what’s that mean

If the intentions are never clearly cut

Do they just fall somewhere in between



What’s the point in all these introspection

Despite what you’ve said, I really did care

Doesn’t that hurt for you to stomach, to hear

I would have thought better of you

But these walls don’t change

They just crumble away



I didn’t do this for myself

I didn’t do it for you

But dammit, what’s that mean

If the intentions are never clearly cut

Do they just slip away never to be seen



What's the point when it all just crumbles away

I think I'll stop before I get too numb








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