Insomnia is a distant feeling
Seems I’ve been sleeping, the world has changed
And as I look around sand blurs my vision
A man placed it there as an era died
A hot iron poked at it leaving me blind
Now I’m not the same person I was
I’m happier, no longer scared to be introspective
An exoskeleton hid my image from the mirror
But I have shed that stage of my life and I’m growing
And ever exploring the depths of which I’dve never known
It always comes down to religion
No matter the value of ‘X’ and ‘Y’ in the equation
It always comes out to equal some form of faith
That I’m either losing or gaining
Constantly straining it down to the smallest grain
But oh how sand so easily slips through my fingers
I’m lost, not a bit stronger from this personal holocaust
An exhaustion that bares no pride to whom it infects
But I have shed that stage of my life and I’m growing
And ever exploring the depths of which I’dve never known
Does the doorbell no longer ring
Has it been clad in iron fists and killing bees
No one seems to be hearing the echo of their own beating hearts
Battering their own chest to bruise
The blood cannot be bled
The last grain never falls
Change is not complete