So many broken minds
Spilling words from shattered hearts
And for what
And for whom
And when did these confessions start
Having such addictive qualities
That they could consume
The consequences of not releasing them
You're nowhere to be found
And for three years now
I've been speaking to myself
In words I believed I needed to read
But, how can my eyes see a thing
When they're so fixated on a memory
I could spill this out
In buckets of love, and hate, and regret
Within an instant
Within a moment
Within a memory that never fades
Into feelings of failure
Or into the same set of circumstances
That I would eventually leave you with
You're nowhere to be found
And for three years now
I've been searching the depths
Of the silence
And for three years now
I've been searching the depths
Of how blind you can feel
When your heart's on auto-pilot
I wish I could stare into your eyes
And sit in the silence
Of five feet separating two chairs, separating our lives
Without you knowing I'm just wasting mine
And without you knowing my heart's still yours