He said I was beautiful
But unhappy.
I said I was secretly
VICIOUS
And in every random blink
I had a random thought
Of something beautiful
Or something equally
MORBID
I can't be who you want me to be
Because I change all too often
I think blood is beautiful
And why not?
It courses through our veins
It keeps us alive
It saturates us with love
And it's color signifies SO much
I like rain dancing to my trance music
And the vampire books I read at night
I like to think I saw a ghost yesterday
Or heard something un-natural in my sleep.
I like when make-up looks like a work of art
And clothing tells a story
I like to think a vampire may love me
Or that there are things unseen.
He said I was beautiful
but unhappy.
I said I was
INSANE.