I cut myself today
Just to see if I would bleed
To watch the dark, red fluid
Pour outside of me
I let it sit and throb
Just to see if I could feel
Maybe the pain on the outside
Will make my insides heal
I let the salt of my tears
Burn this open wound
I fear I stepped into this world
And opened up too soon
I let it grow hard
Another scar to hide
At least this is better
Then dying inside.