There are no friends for me
All I see are pure enemies
There's no such thing as trust
Go ahead, talk to me, if you must
The more you learn, the less you care
Why must you insist I share?
Your motivation is self captivation
Your self fascination is sick infatuation
I’m not any better than you
I’m fucked up in certain ways too
In reality we’re all just full of it
Too stubborn to see, people equal shit
We try so hard for the friends we make
I learned fast, everyone is fake
We seek comfort in others around us
Every where I look I end up in disgust
Where are my friends now?
They’re no where to be found
Some have helped me a lot
And now to them, I’m a thought
Most of them showed me wickedness
I became one with the world’s sickness
I hid from whom I am for them
Lost, I followed their anthem
We all had something each other wanted
Now I’m gone and no longer haunted
I’m growing confident and growing apart
They ditched me, so I’m on a new start
I can’t blame them or hold resentment
I’ll just move on with my commitment
To be loyal to the Lord, myself, and family
It’s all I need to live happily