It’s funny how things look in retrospect
I always thought together we’d be perfect
I’ve had plenty of time to dissect
You really never showed me respect
We’d talk a lot and be really yappy
I’ll admit you never were snappy
All I wanted was to make you happy
But I left feeling super crappy
You led me on, and you lied to me
You played my emotions with dishonesty
You stabbed me in the back harshly
You’re a hypocrite and you don’t deserve me
After your denials and excuses
I began with drug and alcohol abuses
I’m not blaming you for these uses
I’m just now making my truces
With myself and cleaning demons
And still knowing you had no reasons
You’re no angel, just a liar with seasons
Deceitfully hiding your treasons
I’ve been clear from the start
Of my intentions and done my part
I had loved you with my whole heart
You’re a fool to think it ever did depart
We both always wanted a family
But you ruined that quickly
Trying to hide from a sense of reality
Crushing what I thought would be destiny
For a long time I was in a haze
Low self-esteem, mind in a maze
I can see clearly now this phase
No more of your fake praise
Apparently you can’t talk to me anymore
I know it’s another excuse and one less chore
We don’t have a reason to speak for
I can now open a lot of new doors
Honestly, I’m not trying to put you down
I’m just keeping the facts around
Yes, I’m calling you out on these accounts
Maybe it’ll help me sleep more sound
I thought you were unlike the rest
You’re not, so I move on with my quest
Although I wish you the best
Like you, I’ve lost interest