i lay in bed thinking of you
i remember your smile
i remember your laugh
but i dont remember you
iv cried a thousand or more tears over you
i dont know where they come from
some times i feel like i have nothing left to say
then a thousands words tumble out for you
i feel like i cant cry any more
then i hear that song or see that picture
and im crying all over again
like iv never cried before
if i had known you was going to leave
i would have told you how much i love you
but they knew,everyone but me understood
i didnt know you was going forever
i was just a child
i didnt know that i would never see you again
if i had known i would have never left your side
he came home and said those words
i didnt understand
and i still dont
no one ever tells me whats going on
i feel like a outsider in my own family
they remember you
they have something i will never have
they have the most special thing they can
they have memories of you