my last words to you

my scars tell me im real

they prove i made it

im still here

like you never wanted me to be

i never did as you wanted

i was the child you never wanted

now your the father i never want to see

how does it feel?





do you cry like i did?

i have a scar for every time you ever hurt me

every time you hit me

i held that knife

i cut that skin

because of you





my skin is criss crossed with scars

like my heart

every time you made me cry,i cut a little bit deeper





now theres nothing left

im empty of feelings for you

i dont hate you

i pity you



now i hold my knife and think  no

i dont cut

i dont cry

i dont curl into a ball

im me and i stand with my head high





take me tattoos and piercings as well or not at all

something you could never do

you didnt know how to accept me

but i dont need you to accept me



i craved attention and love

now i crave solitude

everybody i love i have

i dont need you and your fucking hypocrital bullshit

i grew up and i moved on

but what did you do?

fuck all.



im the one living my life,not you

you had no right to chain me





im free,im happy and best of all

IM FREE FROM YOU

so you sit there in your chair with your coffee



and ill go dancing,



one day ill miss you,but not before your cold and dead old man

maybe i wont miss you,im not sure i can miss what i dont want

or what i never had



so heres my last words to you FUCK YOU

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is written aimed at my dad,to say i dont get one with him is a understatement

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