my scars tell me im real
they prove i made it
im still here
like you never wanted me to be
i never did as you wanted
i was the child you never wanted
now your the father i never want to see
how does it feel?
do you cry like i did?
i have a scar for every time you ever hurt me
every time you hit me
i held that knife
i cut that skin
because of you
my skin is criss crossed with scars
like my heart
every time you made me cry,i cut a little bit deeper
now theres nothing left
im empty of feelings for you
i dont hate you
i pity you
now i hold my knife and think no
i dont cut
i dont cry
i dont curl into a ball
im me and i stand with my head high
take me tattoos and piercings as well or not at all
something you could never do
you didnt know how to accept me
but i dont need you to accept me
i craved attention and love
now i crave solitude
everybody i love i have
i dont need you and your fucking hypocrital bullshit
i grew up and i moved on
but what did you do?
fuck all.
im the one living my life,not you
you had no right to chain me
im free,im happy and best of all
IM FREE FROM YOU
so you sit there in your chair with your coffee
and ill go dancing,
one day ill miss you,but not before your cold and dead old man
maybe i wont miss you,im not sure i can miss what i dont want
or what i never had
so heres my last words to you FUCK YOU