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*The Fight*
October-15-2004
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
I wish i was stronger
But no matter how hard i try
My wish list to not igsist just gets longer
And more and more I'm left alone to cry
In the late hours of the night
Deep inside no one sees this pain
That i try so hard to fight
The only way to go on is to fill my eyes
With theses salty tears
But all i really gain
A blurred vision when i look to the light
Can God not see
I'm so tired and sick of feeling so alone
I guess not because he just lets me be
And as each day my heart becomes more stone
More hollow inside
This path of pain i am meant to follow
From it i can not hide
And deeper i go into this evil shadow
Because no man shows they care
I just do not want to feel anymore
I have no strength to fight
The demons that drag me to the floor
The pain and hurt inside my heart they try to store
Its trying so hard to make me die
And some days i wish i would
I no longer want to try
Yes i know i still should
But everyday a piece of me disappears
And is gone forever
I try to scream out help to someone
But it seems like no one hears
And the light is fading from the sun
This evil has put a spell on peoples ears
So no one hears my helping plea
This evil has made people blind
So no one can see
Me try to fight as i try to find
A way to stop these wounds
So they no longer bleed
But the evil tries so hard to make me fail
On my pain he loves to feed
I am becoming to week to go on way to pale
But no one will help me with the fight
So i should just give up and die
Just disappear fade out of sight
As i sit alone and powerless
As i cry
My soul drifts away
From my body it once knew
No longer fighting another day
My days are bitter darkness
No longer a happy clear blue sky
My life's such a mess
I gave up i try no longer to live
This evil My soul i give
I just sit in emptiness
I wait to die
I sit and watch my life pass me
As i hear my last word spoken
Its loud and clear
I'm not in any fear
I'm fine as i can be
To say good-bye
The evil keeps my pain as a token
And i no longer know the word or meaning of Fight.
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