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*Thinking Of You*
March-12-2005
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
While i am thinking of you
I sit here and wonder why
Why has God sent you back to me
Why has he let you let my feelings fly
Why has he let my fear free
Then out of no where all over again makes me cry
Because he, God has took you from me
Without your love all straight i cant see
It seriously feels like my soul will die
If i cant have you like it use to be
But all i get in return
Is your sweet voice on the phone on the other end
Instead of your love that inside me still burns
When you put your sweet lips on mine
To kiss me like you do
When I'm in my bed all alone
I try to put a picture in my head of you
As i try to remember when we were as one
And i try to recall the last time when i my heart wasn't stone
I try to remember the fun
And even though your not here with me
The pain within hurts like hell
Because I'm still in love with you
This i have always to you tried to tell
That my love for you is so damn true
But when i get the nerve to say what i want
My words don't come out well
So the words in my mind to me begin to haunt
The burning passion is too deep in my heart
To go on without your presence
Its too hard to have the memory part
From my mind of innocence
Baby don't you understand
I've loved you the very first day
From the very start
I want you to sill be my man
But there's nothing to say
Because you're really not here
So i just sit to clear my mind once again
And i tell myself for the 100th time its not fair
This is just a dream all pretend
Instead of crying out of control i just stare
There's even no reason to count to ten
But still all over again i begin to imagine
You're here by my side telling me you truly care
Telling me for us how there is so much passion
And kissing me so gently like you do
I'm wishing this life we can share
Then i wake up and snap out of my daydream
And just sit on the edge of the bed
Baby i don't want to
But i try to clear you from my head
Because that's the only way i wont go insane
I try to erase to me every word you said
But my memory always wants to play this hurtful game
Of making your memory of you remain
Making me forever have you in my mind
Forcing me to remember the past
And having my heart trying to find
A way to make everything last
No matter how hard i try
I'm always still thinking of us
And because i cant truly have you
My heart starts to cry
Because sweety even though we cant be
I will always have you remain with me
You will always have a place in my heart
And now i know from me you'll never part
I've come to believe
We are and always will be one
From my mind heart and soul you'll never leave
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