November-5-1997
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
Deep in my soul
It is all empty
Never reaching my goal
There is no beat in me
My heart has fallen apart
Knowing no one really cared
Knowing from the start
To get to know me no one dared
I mid as well become heartless
Get rid of my tears
Want to change my inner mess
All i got are my fears
Trying to tell someone that im depressed
Its useless no one cares
Feeling all the pain
Wanting to disappear
Showing that i care isn't a game
All i want is someone to hold to be near
All i do at night is cry
My love i want to share
But i rather just die
With me no one wants to start that flare
Wanting to lay by the fire
Holding and loving someone is the desire
Wishing someone would look my way
Wishing they would stare
I love you is what i wish they would say
Heartless i am
You care too much people say
All i want to be is your precious jem
Wishing i am strong enough to see the next day
Im sick of feeling hurt
You are beautiful I've been told
I've always known that from the start
But no one ever sees the tears on my shirt
But all i want is someone to hold
But all i get is a heart torn apart
Close your eyes and dream
And you can be with me
Love me with all your heart
Let our hearts be free
Stick together lets not fall apart
Inside builds up all this stress
Feeling all alone and afraid
I don't want to be heartless
All inside the pain is made
One day i will be dead
Because of a broken heart
No on believed on what i said
No one can put the pieces back from being apart
Im all alone
All by myself
My heart has turned to stone
Put me back on the shelf
Where i belong
For everyone to walk by
It wont be long
Before my soul will die
The tear falling from my eyes
No one wants to pick me
Why cant i have bluer skies
The hurt building inside why cant people see
Is everyone as heartless as me
All alone and blue
Why cant the hurt set me free
On how much i really hurt i guess no one knew
So i remain as i be
Stuck with this painful mess
No one will ever see
That i will always remain heartless
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