September-28-2000
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
As the land beneath me disappears
And all that is left is space
I start to ask myself if anyone really cares
I cant help but to beat myself at my own race
Its not that the pain
Hurts deep inside
Its not because I'm just ordinary and plain
I mean i have nothing sinful to hide
I just would like people to see
That i need healing
From all the memories that haunt behind me
From someone loving i just want to experience that tender feeling
I don't want to remain as i be
I want to start in "believing"
I want to know how to fly
Escape these Broken wings
That i have had for so long
No more tears i want to cry
I want to be happy and strong
I want to enjoy the bird as she sings
I want to get through the past
Be able to look onto the future
I want a love that will last
I don't want to feel the pain of a broken wing
I don't want the pain of a broken heart
I want to move on and be happy again
My pain full past from it i want to part
I want this pain to be a "finally ending" thing
And for God to bring me that angel he's suppose to send
A everlasting love he's suppose to bring
To protect me as I'm on my way
To guide me through the dark to the light
To wake up fresh everyday
To always be cheery and bright
I no longer want to be bothered by a broken wing
I want to be free to fly
I want a silver protecting ring
I no longer want to cry
Out loud i want to sing
I no longer want to Die
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