You, who show up right before the manifestation, some sort of cosmic stenosis, a point of no return (or escape - oh sh*t that baby is comin' out one way or another, like it or not)
Doubt (paranoia, emotional upheaval, mental pain, anxiety, panic) that what I want (or convinced myself I need) isn't coming (and then what do I do)
Hopeless, no help on the horizon, no cavalry with its Knight in Shining Armor (or is it on a White Horse, don't remember the saying, it's been so long since I believed in such things... liar)
I'm keeping my eye on You, watching closely to see what purpose You serve