dank empty spaces/ nothing in between/ hot or cold/ no warmth within me/ emotions turn off/ i'm the bitterness queen/ bearing and discipline/ n' A plus for me/ taunt and tease/ joke and giggle/ make fun of me/ i won't react/ that's what you want from me/ turn a wrench/ i know my tool/ let this plane fly/ i'll marshall it out/ change a tire or two/ i hate this so much/ sitting around/ sitting and bullshitting/ that's all i do/ i feel so cold/ turn the aircon off/ hold me and kiss me/ i still don't act/ i can't react/ i feel nothing/ i wish i didn't/ i wish i was able/ to love you to/ i wish i was able/ to smile and laugh/ but instead i sit/ with nothing to do/ waste of time/ waste of life/ i'm breathing in moments/ that don't exist/ day to day bullshit/ i've done nothing great/ not even small/ i've done nothing at all...