where do we go/ who's our rescue/ how can it be/ deep inside/ i wanna believe/ that i hav a purpose/ that i should keep on/ not giving up/ but when this happens/ i just wanna leave/ take my own life/ it's a selfish me/ ya, it's all about me/ i'm scared and vulnerable/ do you see these tears/ hidden from you/ i hide in the shadows/ you don't have to see/ pls. just ignore me/ not like it matters/ no one's here to care/ as i just sit around/ with no one around/ i'm fooling myself/ when i think u'd call/ i'm fooling my heart/ when i think you really care/ i scream to my head/ no, u'r not using me/ waking up / to the reality/ i am here/ now what happens next/ no one would care/ if i was gone/ no one checks up / on the stupid version of me/ the real me/ who would care.../ if i didn't say anything..