no one knows/ these tears that flow/ every night of my life/ as i try to fall asleep/ ending up in nightmares/ that i wish i can get out off/ no dreams just you/ my stupid ass mother/ yelling and acting/ as if you're so perfect/ waste all of my money/ on you're stupid sauna trips/ wasting my money/ just cuz u tell me so/ never on me/ i wish i can be so selfish/ to just tell you off/ to tell you that i wanna do this/ for me / for me/ that's what i wanna scream/ i wanna do this/ for me/ not you/ and again you scream/ i'm such a disgrace/ i've made my mistakes/ so now i dishonor you/ i've done nothing/ but you always say something/ my heart turned stone/ since the day you called me dead/ my callous attitude/ towards you my foe/ i'm not your blood/ since you just found me out there/ that's what you tell me/ well there you go/ i'm out of this world/ cuz you told me to..