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The alcohol it hides/ the emotions inside/ more relaxing/ but than I’m turning/ rage and frustration/ sadness and grief/ extreme ends of this drink/ I can’t stop the shots/ blacked out and cold/ shivering from these dreams/ nightmares in the mind/ wishes don’t come true/ I’ve disappointed you tonight/ I gave up tonight/ and I’m sorry/ don’t say it’s ok/ I know it’s not/ this wasn’t the first time I failed/ and you know it’s not right/ don’t take me back/ push me away/ hurt me right now/ so that you can go away/ give me a reason/ to hate you today/ walk away/ go away/ stay away/ my life/ not yours/ don’t make it yours/ my past/ my emotions/ don’t make it yours/ you don’t need to know/ it isn’t your life/ go your own away/ leave me here pls…/ I don’t want to hurt you/ the disappointment in your eyes/ I don’t want to see you sad/ I’ve let you down/ again and again/ I couldn’t put it down/ 2 bottle 3 bottle/ I couldn’t stop/ this underage drinker has suddenly gave up/ for that moment/ for that instant/ I stopped trying/ tired of the screams/ I drowned in my sorrow/ my selfish emotions/ has taken me over/ controlled my hands/ as I kept on swallowing/ plaguing the mind/ the alcohol drowned out the noise/ poison in the blood/ just leave tonight…
