I spilled water today/ on my clothes/ on myself/ my hands were shaking/ cuz of all the punches/ and I just let go/ of the cup / of everything/ couldn’t take it/ hard to stand it/ heart is hurting/ and you won’t go away/ every time it gets better/ you come and make it worse/ no better day/ wishing for a day/ there’s nothing I can do/ there’s nothing I can say/ to make you go away/ always in my head/ whispering failure/ whispering pain/ I’m no good/ that’s what they say/ and I can’t help it/ my ears are open/ the words go through/ and my heart starts hurting/ stabbing pain/ from events unfold/ can’t help the whispers/ the contact from you/ physical and emotional/ what can I do/ but cry to sleep every night/ hit the walls/ hit the ground/ start bleeding again/ bruised knuckles show you/ how weak I am/ I couldn’t stand/ I just faltered/ I have faults/ everybody does/ mine is you/ so pls. Go away…