dark and mysterious/ hiding in the dark/ the black it masks/ my insanity inside/ you don't see/ how i'm hurting/ you don't see/ how i'm going mad/ hallucinating and dreaming/ of a place to be/ i wish everyone gone/ i want to be by myself/ desolated and isolated/ i wish to be companionless/ i know i have friends/ who want to help/ i know there are people/ who'd like to talk/ but for some reason/ i feel abandoned/ i feel like no one cares/ so the best time i ever have/ is being alone/ to be alone/ with no one there/ to discuss/ to amuse/ yes, it's better to be alone/ i could think/ i could write/ without being pushed/ without being judged/ i like it that way/emotionally/ alone/ physically/ i want to be alone/ i don't want you there/ just not right now/ i need some time/ to be by myself..