What am I to do/ with all these pent-up burdens/ these emotions are raging/ hidden from all/ until I break again/ than the tears won’t stop coming/ the yelling’s can’t stop screaming/ losing the will/ losing the strength/ that’s when I break../ walking around/ so calm and serene/ level headed and quiet/ no one knows of it/ no one knows what will happen/ when I break/ when I shut down/ and no one’s in control/ not even myself/ I can’t breathe/ I can’t stand/ I can’t even think/ which is why there’s blood/ and that’s when I break/ that’s when it ends/ all over again.. / Repeating in motion/ something inside will click/ like a time bomb exploding/ when it becomes too much/ when I just can’t hold anything/ so unexpected/ so embarrassing/ no pride/ just faults/ that’s when I break/.. when it all becomes too much..