you wonder why i’m the way i am
just what has become of me
it’s all because of you
don’t turn away from the truth
just look into these eyes
and see all the pain you’ve brought me
it’s all somewhere inside
all the years i’ve tried to hide
I can’t bury myself behind these words left unspoken
you can’t tell if my cup is half empty or full
because there’s nothing in it, and there never will be
this life is hallowed out
it’s almost like i’m not here
how i wish i was anywhere else
you’ve known before that i’m not well
i can’t change this, or rearrange this
i just wish i could disappear
i’m trapped in this unending cycle,
that gets more predictable every day
and if i had a chance to start this over
i know i’d still come in last
I wish I could be without you, without anyone
But i couldn’t stand the emptiness
I see all that life gives, but i don’t reap any of the benefits
for some reason i can’t give up on it
i want something to be there, there never will be
please take it all out of me, and never give it back
it’s all so empty, i just can’t make it through
without you and without myself
i’m slowly slipping